On the release of her new album Mayhem last Friday, Lady Gaga shared insights into her musical evolution and her return to the sounds that originally inspired her. In a recent interview with The New York Times, she opened up about the complexities of navigating her career while remaining true to herself.

Reconnecting with Her Musical Roots

Gaga expressed her feelings of apprehension before embarking on this new musical chapter. She recognized that her early work, particularly the debut album The Fame, was influenced by a community dedicated to art and music. Looking back, she stated, “I really wanted to do it and that this sonic style and aesthetic really did belong to me.” Despite her fears of revisiting past styles, she embraced the journey as essential to her artistic identity.

The Intersection of Art and Image in Music

In her discussion, Gaga highlighted how the music industry often intertwines artistic expression with commercial branding. Early in her career, this focus on image influenced her creative process. She explained, “When I moved to Hollywood… they had conversations about, what’s your look going to be? You’re thinking, It’s going to be me.” This shift in focus, she noted, transformed how she approached music—turning it from an art form into a business venture.

Empowerment Through Experience

Grateful for her two-decade career in music, Gaga emphasized the importance of self-agency in her professional journey. “There are no laws around who can be a producer,” she noted, reflecting on the vulnerabilities faced by young women in the industry. She remarked that it took significant time for her to claim her position in the industry, ultimately stating, “I am now the boss.” Her support system, including her fiancé Michael Polansky, has played a pivotal role in her achievements.

Challenges of Authenticity

Gaga also shared her struggles with authenticity. In her latest album, critics have noted that she presents her “most authentic self” without the burden of personas that once defined her artistry. She admitted, “I was falling so deeply into the fantasy of my artwork…that I lost touch.” Although she values the visual aspects of her work, she recognizes that they can sometimes distance her from her true self.

Addressing Mental Health

Reflecting on her mental health journey, Gaga candidly discussed experiencing psychosis five years ago, which she transformed into a learning opportunity. “I had to figure out a way to integrate myself fully with my stage persona,” she explained, illustrating her commitment to personal growth and empowerment.

Upcoming Appearances

In an exciting addition to her recent endeavors, Lady Gaga is scheduled to host and perform on Saturday Night Live tonight, marking her second occasion doing both roles. This appearance is anticipated to showcase her evolving artistry and further engage her audience.